THE CHALET IS SAVED.

thanks to

Amos ($50 loan)
Chongjun ($50 loan)
Terence (went to book and travelled to take money from YY)
Guang Xiang (same as above)
Raymond (for following me to Simei to take money from Gavin)
Gavin ($50 loan)
Benita ($20 loan)
Yiyong ($80 loan)
Eddy ($50 loan)
Kenny (for coming to help)
PockPhin (coming to pay for chalet)
Claire (for coming )
JingJing (for coming)
Kevin ($60 loan)
WenPin (for coming and going missing)
Lydia (for being so concerned about the chalet)
Jeslyn (for trying to help )
Michael (for helping us book even though he is not suppose to be going but now he is)
Michael's Uncle and Family ( for booking the chalet)


WE BOOKED THE CHALET WOOHOO

seriously.
this is a 'class' chalet.everyone should be putting the same amount of effort and money into this.this is our 6th chalet. out of all of them this is the worse. its not his fault that he didn't book, it can't be avoided. at least he was willing to fork out extra and help me and mike book. and now someone who is not even going is helping us book the chalet. When i opened the conversation for everyone to give our opinions and views. some immediately left without even saying anything, some gave nonconstructive views and even worse. some couldn't even be bothered reading the chat and just ask, " WHEN IS THE CHALET DATE? ZZZ", at least there was some people tried to make jokes and saying funny stuff to make the chat less tense. and some gave quite constructive views.
after we booked. unfortunately there was a problem. so we have to head down to the office and check.and money wise, some people arranged to pay at the date but now. it is different, now different people is booking and we need the money by the next day. so its impossible to get all those who arranged to pay on the date to pay by tomorrow. so i asked to borrow $200 altogether from a lot of people. i know some of them really tried and ask from their parents but did not manage and i understand some of their situation. but , i saw some of them just saying they don't have money and leave. at least some even offered to pool in a little bit like $5.luckily we managed to get a $200 altogether.
everyone should put equal amount of effort in this. so tomorrow we are going to gather the money. settle the chalet at the office together and see the room together.
well to that someone. if we are not inviting you its not our fault.

ah. happy birthday gladys
hope you liked your necklace and earrings.
take good care of them.
and stop losing things that i gave you.
enjoy yourself in Malaysia.

holidays are so frustrating.
they fly pass you and you feel so f - ing bored.
i need to do things.
if i were to chiong maple i would think it is a waste of them at the start of the year
if i play too much dota i won't have a sense of accomplishment
if i go and learn the guitar then i won't have enough time on the computer.
if i were to study.. nah that would never happen.
what to do,

TELL ME.

TELL ME

ok no one actually read my blog so.

TELL ME.

i need more DS games...
i need competition

Lan and Basketball is fun today!
too bad so little people came

Terence Eddy Kenny PP Raymond GX Daniel Me.

i won all matches at lan. woohooo.

Terence GX and Raymond played bastketball with a few primary school kids who challenged us.
they almost lost..
6-7
wtf?
2 secondary school guys and 1 enormous giant almost lost to 3 short primary school kids.

ok anyway dinner time.
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why do you chase me away.
why do you run from me.
why can't you tell me whats wrong.
am i being too nice again.

or. am i doing meaningless things to you.

Today was fun.
my pants was too huge
food was great
people were great
everyone was crazy.

we should do this more often

my sister is extra crazy today.


she keeps torturing me and claim that i tortured her.

good she's leaving

i can't blog about what happened today cause some ppl are not suppose to know,


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i knew this was coming.
you are doing exactly what you did to me.
but i don't care.
but. the fact that you and him still have something on cannot be changed.
this was the exact reason why. i told you i didn't want to talk to you anymore.
because i am just a friend
i know its rude to say this
but.
ask yourself.
after everything i've done for you.
i only ask for one thing.
but have you done anything for me?

kelmond is the most skilled,knowledgeable, funniest, and most bastard player i know :D
most funny actually.

maybe i'll post one of our funny conversations here too.

i'm getting my ds back today hehe.

ah yes. a picture you all have been waiting for....
my beautiful/crazy/irritating/bitch-who-took-my-ds/funny sisters! going for prom :D
any takers?
i hope she doesn't see this.
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anyway...i think i have less than 20 readers.
well thats great. so i can personally insult people here
i hate my bffs.
umm ya.
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back to normal posting.

its 9.30am on a school holiday.
i skipped work cause i was lazy and..
my parents was testing out the net so i have extremely so internet now.
and.
I AM STILL SO DAMN bored.
i went blog hopped.
with an incredibly slow internet.
I think i'll just look throught the forums
..
..
..
"9 year old pregnant, too late to abort."
WTF.
ok,maybe the forums is too disgusting to read. lets do other stuff
ok lets talk to Gavin

Me: I'm bored.
Me: Entertain me.
Gavin: What you want?
Me: I'm Bored
Gavin: So?
Me: Entertain me
Gavin: Don't want.

i have great bffs who always support me in every way. especially when i am bored.

MY SISTER TOOK MY DS. I'M SO FUCKING BORED.




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seeing all those things you said.
you are killing me inside.

i hate and love you guys.
sorry about the picture size. lazy to change. :P
add this behind the pm thingy too √

if you are not prepared.
then i will wait.

Where were you when I needed you most?
Why did you leave me alone?
We gave up before we gave it a chance,
And I don’t understand.

Power of waypoint

chinese names of dota items are here http://www.dotacn.com.cn/items.htm

SCHOOL TODAY WAS SHIOK.

During SS we finished Hotel Rwanda
during English we finish Holes. although it was abit boring.

My sister's O level is ending tomorrow. means she can use the computer again :(
whenever she on her lappy my computer's internet will disconnect

Oh theres a new game out!
i'll consider about getting it.
Pokemon is not childish.
its cute and challenging.
Right raymond ? ;)

Raymond," BUY IT, PLAY IT, HAVE SEX WITH IT!"
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thanks.
but.i got my hopes high for nothing.
can you give me a chance.
to take my pain away.

tell me whats wrong with me.
whats stopping us from being together again.
can you tell me, the answer i'm looking for after 1 year.
i'm sick of waiting.
i know you will say its my choice and stuff like that.
what can i do.
i'm hurting inside.

I don't feel the way I've ever felt.
I know.
Gonna smile and not get worried.
I try but it shows.

my parents and i travelled alot today
they gave me $100. but i didn't spend it at all.
i went to a studio and took a photo for IC. just how much was it.

$90 freakin dollars for one small stinkin photo.

oh well. my parents want it.

then we went to some shanghai restaurant. the first time i found vegetables so appetizing.hmm.

i found a cosplay shop.
they sell naruto cosplay shirts.
akatsuki uniform,chunin,jounin uniforms.
and even Akatsuki and Vongola rings!
oh ya. A HOKAGE HAT.

there's a sword shop too.
FROSTMOURNE FOR $1000.

my sister bought clothes.
and went shopping
she has O level Physics tomorrow.
she's so crazy.


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i'm so glad we are talking again but.
that means i won't be moving on.
whatever you said was true.
that i was hurting inside.
but why can't i be the one.
whats stopping you?
tell me, and i'll get rid of that for you.
if not. we're right back from where we started.

through it all.
i made my mistakes
i stumble and fall.
but i mean these words.
i want you to know.
with everything i won't this go.
these words are my heart and soul.

i'm sorry.
you mean so much
and i'd fix all that i've done.
i could start again.

click to enlarge.

what happens when someone lags in dota.

Happy birthday to me.

i wanna thanked all those who wished me!

Terence
Robson
Michael
Raymond
Gavin
Eddy
Kenny
Amos (congrats on obama's win)
Cherry
Ying Quan
Kiko
Nabilah
Yi Ting
Clement
Thadsha
Gladys
Leon
Shaun
Jeslyn (thanks for the cake)
Melanie
HuiMin
Danette
Claire
JingJing
Vanessa
TongXian
Guang Xiang
Jessie
whole of 3/5


and my beloved family and crazy sister.

Thanks for the presents :) i'm sorry to remember it and repay it during each of your birthdays .
love the slippers. i'm so going to wear it instead of the broken sandals.
i love the notebook and eye massage thingy. now my eyes won't feel tired
the ring/necklace/nipple piercing thingy from some of the guys was the best. multi-purpose. and they gave me 2 rings ! i can choose 2 of them to be a ring or a necklace or a nipple piercing at the same time.



i made a wish. i hope it'll come true.
and i'm sorry that i ever said that we should stop talking.
its hurting the both of us.
but maybe. it was a mistake to ever did this.
lets both pretend. nothing ever happened.
pretend nothing went wrong.
lets go back to the old days.
were i will be there for you.
for you.
i was wrong all along.
this never would have benefited the both of us.

Today was fun
Chem. Terence and me kept singing retarded songs.
English. i wasn't really paying attention.
Lit. at least we started on the book.
SS. FREE PERIOD WOOOO.
PoA. well it was fun. and..

SO WHAT IF I FIND HER ATTRACTIVE. i have 0 feelings for her.

ah yes. i finally repaid kevin his money. so now. i'm broke. i hope my grandma comes over and give me red packets tomorrow.

Dinner today was umm weird.
my dad steamed this big big fish.
he asked me to try this part of the fish. and it was so damn hard.
only to find out the fish was not fully cooked.

LEON STOP CALLING ME FOR NO REASON.AND SAY NOTHING.

we found 2 dota glitches today. (its not really new but. we didn't realise it)
how to manta with dk elder form/shapeshift/metamorph
how to have an infinite mana team with OD.


those who know. keep it a secret.

[2 days have passed . and i miss you already. but. we can never be the same again.]
i'm sorry for what i've said.
but i'm suffering even though we are not talking.

i've read what you said.
there's still so many things i wanna say to you.
i wanna see if this way i'll forget you.
i'll see if this obsession stops or grows.
i'll see if the pain stop or grow.
then maybe we can talk again as friends.
but i'll never forget everything we went through.
i still kept your letter you gave me last year.
maybe i wasn't able to touch your heart.
maybe i couldn't give you what you wanted.
i don't know why i couldn't settle with just being friends.
just don't blame yourself.
i don't really want to move on.
because i don't wanna lose you .
i know i'll regret it someday.
but i don't want to keep thinking that there's hope.
we don't understand how each other feel but,
i know i cannot take it anymore.
and you have to spend your time on him now.
i can't talk to you the same way as long as i know that.
maybe we'll talk again when times have changed.
and i'll regret that i made this decision because i'll never forget you.

So let me get this straight
Say now you loved me all along
What made you hesitate
to tell me with words what you really feel?
I can see it in your eyes
you mean all of what you say
i remember so along ago, see I felt that same way
Now we both have separate lives and lovers
Insignificantly enough
we both have significant others

ah. we lost to kelmond's team again!
but this time we won by kills.
we had fun anyway.

6.54b

Sent - 49
Scourge - 64

Scourge Ban - Puck , Visage , BeastMaster , Earthshaker.
Sent Ban - NA, Treant , SF , Lich

Scourge Pick - TH - Venge Lion - Potm Axe
Sent Pick - Omni QoP - CM DK - Warlock

Actually we got an fb followed by amos kill. but their team had a dc so we rm.
however. we managed to score a 5-2 in the following round.

they managed to pull out a repeled cm combo which hurts too much. unluckily we had ran out of purge , i just swapped somebody and mike and beserker called someone else already.

anyway. kelmond was too imba with a DK with repel. screw it.

I HAD THE HIGHEST ASSIST AGAIN! Ok. and highest death.

MICHAEL THANK ME FOR SWAPPING YOU OUT AS A SACRIFICE.

after the match. Amos's pm was this.

(RAYMOND IS THE DANCING KING [Tidehunter with bf] |
MIKE'S THE SPINNING QUEEN [ Axe]|
KEVIN IS THE IMBA GUY [PotM with too many kills.]|
WF IS THE CRAZY NIPPLE [VS swapping to death]|
I AM THE KS-ING BASTARD [ Lion with a Finger finisher])