i've read what you said.
there's still so many things i wanna say to you.
i wanna see if this way i'll forget you.
i'll see if this obsession stops or grows.
i'll see if the pain stop or grow.
then maybe we can talk again as friends.
but i'll never forget everything we went through.
i still kept your letter you gave me last year.
maybe i wasn't able to touch your heart.
maybe i couldn't give you what you wanted.
i don't know why i couldn't settle with just being friends.
just don't blame yourself.
i don't really want to move on.
because i don't wanna lose you .
i know i'll regret it someday.
but i don't want to keep thinking that there's hope.
we don't understand how each other feel but,
i know i cannot take it anymore.
and you have to spend your time on him now.
i can't talk to you the same way as long as i know that.
maybe we'll talk again when times have changed.
and i'll regret that i made this decision because i'll never forget you.