ok i have no time to post anything.
weekends are too short.
just when i had to resist 5 days of horror from so many fucking classes.
i was so happy it was the weekend.
BOOM
now its over.
@#$%
its just tt i am lazy and don't look forward to anything.
i am already giving up.
i can't force myself to concentrate in class.
i need to cure two psychological problems and two physical problems.
i still have to study
i still have to live a normal life.
some people have to make it worst for demanding more.
i seriously feel like dropping chinese.
i can't read nor write well.
i can't even understand one bit.
i have to ask my friends to trasnlate almost every words for me.


Whats the point of learning a second language. why can't china just learn english and tt wad they are already doing. apparently its useless.in the future there will be free translation website for us (which we already have some average ones) sooner or later everything will standardise and use only one international language. English.
They say its to improve the bond between china and singapore, its already settled with the above text.Secondly it because we are chinese and we must take it.
apparently tt reasons it stupid. make chinese a damned optional subject then.
For my PSLE i had to go for 5 different chinese tuition in order to pass.And in primary school, chinese comprehension is just copying the answer from the passage and the other sections are just putting in the words tt we learn from the textbook.Which is pointless.So during secondary school we come to a new environment where we don't have to memorise these 'words' anymore and we can't always take the answers from the passage by just finding words which match the question.We have to think. In order to think, we must understand, in order to understand we must read.Which i cannot do.

Why am i complaining? because i find tt mother tongue is pointless. We could spend our time learning more things such as maths,geography,history,science,english esspecially.

It should be optional like all the other languages and higher chinese.

What exactly is Singapore's education system like for Secondary and Primary schools which i have experienced before.

We,the students, memorise and study things related to the text to pass exams or tests to go for higher education.Thats not the meaning of stuying. the main thing we go to school for is to learn more things to help us in the future. Not study for the exams.Expand our knowledge not cram us with these things to pass exams.So actually a teacher could just give notes on what they predict will come out in exams and tell a student to memorise everything.That guy could score very well. but, he doesn't learn a lot.If a teacher were to carefully explain everything and make the students understand the concept, once they understand the concept they'll know how to work it out in their head instead of memorising everything.Even if they forget they'll know how to do the question since they understand it.and not only follow the text and the keypoints of the topic, we should learn more, tell us everything you know about the topic.i seriously doubt singapores education system, compared to other countries.one of the countries with the highest number of students stressed out.I see many parents forcing kids to study and force them to remember everything.we must somehow be motivated to learn more.because now, our goal is not to learn, our goal is that sheet of paper, called 'Certificate','Diploma','Degree'.

Well. i am stuck here.no wonder so many wants to drop schools.

noone would listen to me and neither do i have any say.

i still have to be happy.with so much problems inside me.i want to ignore them.everything has a solution somehow.

ENJOY LIFE WHILE I STILL CAN =Z